Edward's First Session
Thank you once again for an amazing second session. I'm sorry that it's taken me so long to email you. I also apologise in advance for the length of this email, but I've tried to be as detailed as I can be in terms of feedback.
Once again, I loved the way that you rubberised me, the stockings, boots, corset, the big rubber breasts, and the hood. I don't think I'll ever be a Britne, but being transformed into a rubber doll is really exciting, and I've been thinking quite a lot about your suggestion that I have something made, perhaps in pink, or baby blue. I do like the stark transformation of black rubber, but I also really like coloured suits too and I think I'd really like to transform myself with a rubber dress or uniform to wear over the top of a tightly fitted rubber catsuit...
I really liked all of the "drugging" play. The feeling of helplessness the first time, when I was in the cage, watching dramatic image, although it probably doesn't connect as strongly with me as rubber bondage. Still, being able to see how I've been transformed, and what's happening to me, is definitely something that I find very powerful.
I'm not sure how I'd expected the "drugging" might feel. There was a sensation of numbness and helplessness, and yet at the same time, the sensations from being fully rubberised seemed to grow much stronger and it felt like my cock was really swelling. It was a much more intense feeling than I've ever had with poppers.
After the cage you made me worship your boots which isn't something I've ever really fantasised about, and yet I really enjoyed that part, being on my hands and knees with my ass in the air, and feeling your crop on it...
I really enjoyed the medical scene again, especially the breath control, and the combination of that and with being "drugged". I loved all the anal play, but especially being fisted, which was amazing (and something I've fantasised about for a long time).
Being fisted was definitely what pushed me over the edge into orgasm, and I felt totally blissful afterwards. In a way, I almost wish that I hadn't been so totally focused on making myself come at that point, so that I could have focused a bit more on how intimately I was being stretched and penetrated...
In your email you said that taking me with your fist was something that you enjoyed; I'm really glad that I was able to please you that way, and I hope that my rubberised ass looked appropriately helpless as your gloved hand slid deep inside it.
I think my visits to you have really unlocked the rubber anal-slut inside me!
Was this what you expected? Although I think I had a better idea of what to expect this time, there was still an aspect of not knowing what would happen next, and that was really exciting.
Was it better or worse than you hoped? There were loads of aspects in the session that were beyond what I'd hoped for, so I'd have to say "better".
How was it different from what you expected? It was less completely overwhelming than the last time; I felt slightly more relaxed, although I was still pretty nervous. However, in retrospect, my second session was completely exhilarating.
What, if anything, would you have changed? I don't think that there's anything that I would change in the way the session was composed. I wish I could panic a bit less, so that I could get (and stay) hard slightly more easily...
What did you like best? The breath control, being drugged, but most of all, being fisted.
What would you like to do next time? I think if I had to succinctly sum up where my fantasies are at the moment, it would be something like "to be transformed into a big-breasted rubber doll, made to surrender control of my body, mind and breath, and subjected to prolonged and intensive anal violations."
Thank you once again for your time and attention Mistress. I hope that I'll be able to visit you again soon.
With my best wishes,